I don't dream pretty dreams, though I dream of being pretty.

honestly.

& so.

i am liz.

i eat alot.

i work out.

i sleep some.

i blush constantly.

i am easily intimidated.

i have dreadful nightmares.

i believe in praying about everything.

i am desperately seeking something more.

i am not a crazy amazing person at all.

i am not intelligent or humorous.

i am terribly over dramatic.

i am not a nice person.

i am shockingly vain.

i am damaged.

i am strange.

i am boring.

i am blunt.

i am lazy.

i am me.

li li.

silly child.

i sing & dance.

even though i suck at it.

because its just so awfully fun.

i like to play the piano occasionally.

i strum the guitar.

i forgot violin.

it scares me that the world is ending & is over & is gone.

nothing i ever do will mean anything when its done.

i am happy to not be worried about what to do.

it will all die down and die out some day.

the world will not matter any longer.

matter will not even matter.

i don't even want to try.

i just want to serve.

i just want to be.

his kingdom.

my life.

♥