Tuesday, June 2, 2009

ennui

im pretty tired. i hate life right now. it's pretty dissappointing. im starting to get all depressed again. it's dreadful. my family is...je ne sais quoi. I knocked out two pieces today and came up with some snazzy ideas. just sharpie this time. i'll use paint next time; maybe duplicate the acrylic I mailed to my brother as a letter. i'm laying them on my wall. i'll prolly take it down but whatever. i should be studying for english right now but i think i've given up. there's no way i'm going to get a B at this point. it's all calculated out in my head. it's like why bother study if i'm a failure? i'm prolly going to FJC anyways. what's the point of taking these classes. I should have just signed up for 3D art, cosmetology, cooking, and photography when i had the chance. Fat chance of that though.
Got into summer school. Computer applications with bailey. New sched. apush, hon eng.3, hon spanish 3, advanced dance, physics, precalculus. it'll prolly end up being college prep though, since i'm not getting a B in english and she prolly won't recommend me. bust.

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